Sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth it. Why can’t things be simple? Why do people play games?

Life would be so much better if people just acted on how their feelings. I mean when it comes to matters of the heart that is. It’s just that people not acting on how they feel causes unneeded stress and sadness. I mean who wants to be alone…That’s why I never give up no matter how down I get.

I can’t stand the feeling of being empty. Especially when I know exactly what it is that I need to feel complete/whole. This feeling just gets worse the longer you have it and there’s nothing you can do but deal. 

But the worst thing about it is that feeling empty and knowing why you feel that way causes you to make bad decisions that can only hurt you. But I just need to make it known how I feel and that I am different and just want to make it work.

Why am I so… so bad at this whole staying calm and cool thing? 

Romantically Awkward

How can you like someone when you’ve been hurt so much? Can you get over it. 

I mean I don’t think a relationship will work if you don’t put everything into you. You have to be committed and risk being hurt. 

Why can’t it be simple? Why can’t two people just find each other and be happy? 

Life sucks but that is why you can never give up on finding what makes you happy

Ok so is there a point where you can be too nice?
I think so… how many people do you know that would drive 45 minutes to go to the hospital to see if someone they just met was ok? How creepy is that individual? It seems really weird at the least. I mean would you talk to this person anymore or is he just too creepy? This is why people who care get screwed over everytime…

Also this was done on my phone so grammar is probably atrocious. Haha

I only want to help

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Ok so the saying goes… “all the good guys are either taken or gay” well I call bs.

I look around and I see good guys being treated like shit. They get used, and scarred.  But hey don’t you worry about because they will still be there for you when you need them. Why? Because guess what some people actually care about other people. I mean truly care about the welfare of… wait for it…   someone other than themselves  :O   OMG!!!  fucking amazing right?

Oh and here’s the best fucking part… There is a breaking point. When a nice person gets sick of being treated like shit, and gets sick of people making them feel like an ass for helping. But again don’t worry about it because the whole “nice guys finish last” gets old, and guess what caring people want to be happy too. OMG I can’t believe it someone wants to be happy. So use me and abuse me, but don’t you ever make me feel like an ass.

I apologize for the rant… Oh and the shitty grammar, but I guess I’m just not meant to be a writer. 

Well you live you learn and you find something better ;)

tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

Music, Guns, Friends, Girls.

I want to be me but not me. I want to continue being a caring person but it hurts. I want to be a prick but can’t. I want to love but no one wants to love me. 

Everything will be ok in the end. There is a way to have everything you want, but its not easy. Life is a long and curving road with obstacles and people that would cause you pain. 

Remembering that all roads lead somewhere you must push through the pain to persevere. I see no end to the road I am on and have lost my faith in people, but I will never give up. Never will I forget where I have been, or what I have been through. I will always remember what made me who I am, and the obstacles I have already pushed through have made me strong. 

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